http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/ muffled music Sun, 12 Aug 2007 13:10:01 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2007. Photography Music Writing http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/archive/67.html Sun, 12 Aug 2007 05:08:45 GMT I should say i owe it to people who DO come and read my blog to let them know what the fuck's up and what fucked up. After almost a month's hiatus from writing anything because my mind was so dense with stuff happening,i still find myself in the same position now,only better equipped to belt out the plethora of events that have happened.mainly its for me to take stock,but you're welcome to take a look and see if you can point anything out to me. Since the last entry came..I have started school,and thats about the most major event that i bother to think about. All the rest are simply fuzz... (more) http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/comments?id=67 http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/archive/66.html Mon, 23 Jul 2007 23:15:19 GMT Happy birthday maria manson,haha! its a slew of births this month of july.but moving on from bouncy newborns of yesteryears..i thought i had alot to write about,but ends up i have more to write on my TO DO list than the stuff i really want to talk about. Certain decisions i've made over the course of time,this year in particular,have taken bearing from my most primal processes. this cognitive response to stimuli from my surroundings can be judged to be less than satisfactory.but the fact that i think too many thoughts at once only serves to obliterate any capacity to act smartly. and the... (more) http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/comments?id=66 http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/archive/65.html Sun, 22 Jul 2007 02:21:34 GMT i have got to start running again. honest.. they sent me a letter (two,in fact) informing me of reservist training. and i went like "WTF I'VE NOT EVEN STARTED SCHOOL AND THEY'RE CHASING MY SKIRT ALREADY!" .. so now i gotta go and defer the blooded thing.Gaaah! but tts the small stuff.no sweat. i've been given a rude shock by mudshake one good day..abt how i've been selfish and took all the goodloving and niceties ppl have shown to me...forgranted. i looked back,over the past few days,on how i've failed in instances where i could've stood up for my loved ones.as we go along i'll tell you... (more) http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/comments?id=65 http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/archive/64.html Tue, 17 Jul 2007 19:35:32 GMT this silence that i hear,save for the hum of a distant aircon compressor..is serenely disquieting. that,together with the roll of car tyres on asphalt and the crickets' calls. the ceiling fan drones on with a slight age to it now..and the calender shows one big fucking orange sticker right where the number 19 is. so many dates,but that one decides to have the plastic sticker of a reminder on it. I WOULD REQUIRE VINDICATION ON THAT DAY. i got lazy the last few days,and procrastinated as much as i could,despite my wanting to kick myself in the nuts because of it. maybe i just lost the sense... (more) http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/comments?id=64 http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/archive/63.html Mon, 16 Jul 2007 00:45:51 GMT happy birthday...Ida.Lydia.(Lydia)wati.Rach.Khai.Fid. dan org2 ygsewaktu dgn nya. happy graduation...Hama.Juana.Suriani. dan si folan yang lain2 tu..congrats smuer org! what other happy occasions can i think up? OH! happy NS-ing Zai. you are probably the last among the old bunch to go. enjoy... haha. shit...out of happy occasions already. and its only monday. oh but then i had a pretty long break this week.chalet at Aloha with the JC group.then i was busy on sat nite driving around,when i went for the NS group's BBQ.so tts cool. i miss a busload of people here,but it seems so plastic to... (more) http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/comments?id=63 http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/archive/62.html Mon, 09 Jul 2007 17:51:48 GMT im gonna make this a fast one.its gonna be the end of my term with PSS teaching staff. Su's maternity leave ends and so do my classes. honestly i would say that its been a sound experience in human relations. the thin line between friend and fish food; mentor and menjeng;teacher and technicalities. the stint has proven that with enough motivation in the right direction,many things can be accomplished.and with enough manhours on the log card,one can fall asleep standing. thats how tiring it was to juggle the whole day job with the nite calls..even my mum complained about the huge eyebags i... (more) http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/comments?id=62 http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/archive/60.html Mon, 18 Jun 2007 21:50:45 GMT i wish i didnt know you from that stupid friends thing. and people are gonna ask me eyh who's that? and i cant say that's my girlfriend. i cant get another cos i found you. what will you do now? http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/comments?id=60 http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/archive/59.html Thu, 14 Jun 2007 22:03:39 GMT current mood: =] i went to dinner with nanadina at sakura earlier in the day,after riding around for abit. dina gushed about this waiter there,and i think i maluated her by saying so to the guy. sorry,im like that.heh..but that was fun,for me at least.we went around Northpoint for abit,and i decided to put up a list of things i want to get..courtesy of nanadina's query about the many stuff i want to trade for with money. in the men's clothing section: -beanies/snowcaps.this,considering the rise of helmet heads of tomorrow. -THAT nerd glasses,just because.. -men's sweater thingamagick and... (more) http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/comments?id=59 http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/archive/58.html Wed, 13 Jun 2007 00:40:30 GMT Get Your Sexy Name Zenith - noun the point above the observer that is directly opposite the nadir on the imaginary sphere against which celestial bodies appear to be projected [ant: nadir] LIKE WHOA.... Get Your Cyborg Name HAHA...just for laughs. i liked the idea that im designed for zoology. so animalistic. rawr!!! and logical infiltration is just too smart! HEH.. http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/comments?id=58 http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/archive/57.html Mon, 04 Jun 2007 18:08:45 GMT Holidays mean im just not going to work. It just means i have time to plan on going out.and of course the going out part.meet old friends,catch a movie.it also gives me so much more time to think about the futility of time at hand.it is time too much for thinking of the worst things..the fact that work kept my mind from thinking abt the heavy and deep-set stuff.it is more tiring to sit in my room and think..at least i could tire myself out with work and know that im doing something for myself. mum left for m'sia on friday morning and she didn't tell me at all about it.she's not back yet. if... (more) http://muhf-eld.blogdrive.com/comments?id=57